Monday, November 15, 2004
slacked at home 2day. almost the entire day.
few things i look forward to in my life in the very short run:
1) going out tomorrow which is monday.. urm.. its pass midnight now so i suppose its 2dae?
2) hockey training with coach on wed
3) clazz bbq on thurs
4) urm.. claz chalet?? dun when.
5) go shopping.. i've got lots of stuff 2 buy
so theres nothing much 2 talk abt 2dae.. i presuppose this is the boring part of life.
there i go.. another precious day is gone.
nah cip is juz arnd the corner.. i think its dis coming weekend.
i hav 2 complete 20 hrs of cip?!? yupz..
my wish today:
i reali hope that the person will forgive me.. i didnt mean to lie to u.
recuperate too late
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Beams of morning dusk shine upon thy hopes
Of the doubts that trust enthrals
Marched into thy life i enlightened thy mind
Recalling thou ravening so enthralled
Proud to be thou enthusing our trust
To others whom felt only ages can perceive
Let all doubts vanish unto virtuality;
As attempts to capture the essence of love
Can never be too instant
Fate that seemingly halts all moments
My wrongdoing seemed the very epitome of selfishness
Humble, thou art portraying
Truthfully, it seemed otherwise
***
My head hammered upon the escritoire
As i withdraw from moral indolence
To thy great indignation
Which my lies shamelessly indignified
Fallen upon my shivering knees
As i resent this on my liberty
Perhaps the striking portent of things to come
This rarefied matter of intimacy
Sauntering down the alley i did previously
Only to resolve to such moral savagery
Rattling in dismay i drench thy hopes
Not worthy of thy praise i am to be
In great disharmony we result at such
Arriving at thy dissappointment,
Dishevelled.
***
Call forth the joy once again
Let it enrich thy life abundantly
Release thy mistrust
Answer thee with awesome deeds of righteousness
Bygone deserves no return
Let not them be heard nor seen again
Waves of stars shining upon us
Arm thyself with strength of roaring sea
March far away from fears and wonders
In search for the grassland of romance overflow;
Hills covered with gladness
Valleys mantled with grain
In this very place we plant our hearts
As we await for full blossom.
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Egocentric+Egomaniac=The Fucker
+++++++
look at him
putting on a fucking facade everytime i see him
hoping not to see even a glimpse of his shadow
yet it just happens
thinking he is everything
walking with his head held so high a bird can't see
his chest so pertruded as though he've got precious assets
perhaps he is a tarantula in disguise
waiting to attack unexpectedly
declaring a savant
doesn't really make him one
posing as the ruler of a constitutional monarchy
does not make him any noble man either
with his vaulting ambition
ironically the absence of the condition
self granting the great place of his as the mecca of beautiful babes
believing that he is intimidationally immuned
this freaking intriguing fucker
inevitably goes into believing that
he is such an impeccable genius
so perfect that mistake is a taboo
or if any spotted can only be venial
his paroxysm of laughter
would ultimately turn into jealousy
this idiosyncratic fucking bastard
tells himself he is the greatest of them all
with eyes blazing with devilment
and overconfidence that seems to overwhelm himself
he would ultimately vanish into thin air
at such pityfully parlous state
with my upmost sympathy
for the sake of the world
kill yourself
spare yourself an ignominy that you can hardly bear
don't drive me into the desire for vengeance
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Look guys.. time doesn't wait for us.. a year flew by as though it was an hour ago.. and yes, its now the midst of the december holidays?!? the results r out last wk.. fortunately and unfortunately, i passed n got promoted.. the best and worst have yet to come.. thankew Yandao United, thankew pjc hockey, thankew 04A06.. nonetheless, thankew 1st 3mth's 04A06 as well..
...Mentioning abt YD unit, lolx its real cool 2 hav flawlessly and successfully executed our carefully planned escape frm the premises of pjc :) never did i expect our fearless attempts on gate to result in us resolving to fence instead.. inevitably, the damage has been done and who cares man! Sadly, since the transfer window is open, one of our most valued players was snatched away on first-come-first-serve basis by NPmasscomm.. haix.. On the other hand, im happy to announce that YD united, being top of the table this season, has been promoted to J2 division.. ironically not all the players went up along wif YD united.
reali hope to hav a class gathering soon...
Yandao United. Who says you can play?
